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special thanks to nothing,nowhere.
lyrics
LYRICS
16 years of age
my biggest worry was what everyone would think while i'm up on that stage
or if the textbooks i was holding would have answers to the questions
on the back of each page
now here i am feeling blue at 22 reminiscing on those much simpler days
cuz when i wake up either rainy or sunny i'm feeling sad and so far out of place
tell me what happened? where the fuck did i go wrong
was it when all my friends were plastered to their bongs
and i'd just sit at home and write depressing songs
searching for purpose, why's it taking so long???
guess i'm a failure and a liar,
i thought i found myself but the fences grew higher
and i'm just so sick and tired
of thinking how i let my childhood EXPiRE.
a demonic angel, renders my mind unable
to go through the days without, a feeling to cry about
now i sit in silence, as i dream of a dark horizon
tight grip wraps around my throat, i know, it won't let go
no more happiness, wish i had such bliss, born a pessimist, i never asked for this
i remember when, i would hop the fence, just to meet my friends, haven't seen 'em since
and it might, take a while, to rekindle a genuine smile
i still feel, like a child, but all my days full of youth have EXPiRED.
credits
released October 12, 2018
guitars written & recorded by nothing,nowhere.
vocals written, performed & mixed by lifehold.
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